He goes to the bar at least once or twice a day. He doesn't stay too long. He goes alone. Sometimes he meets with friends. It irritates me, but he isn't going to change.

Some days I'm in love the entire day, and some days I'm like, wtf am I doing. Don't marry an alcoholic! Although, who am I to judge, he's nice to me, and I'm disabled and mental. It's a lot of work caring for me.

I don't want to be alone, but I don't want to be an idiot either.