Over the last few months, my mood swings have been awful; only, I had never really noticed them. I would be fine, or I would shut completely down for no real reason. I was dodging family events with his family because his family dynamic was much different than mine (their family is close, while mine isn't at all).

He wound up leaving me around 3 weeks ago, claiming it was because of "my attitude" and not wanting to do anything with his family (he never approached me about this beforehand or tried to talk to me). Later on, I learned that he was concerned about my mood swings and never had the gall to tell me himself. Everyone that saw waited until the damage was already done.

Now, I am currently being treated for depression/anxiety, but it's not a conclusive diagnosis... yet. They put me on Lexapro, and it's the most normal I've felt in a very long time.

Since then, he has since deleted me out of his life (as far as I can tell). He hasn't tried to contact me (other than me apologizing after hearing about his dog's death), he has deleted me on Facebook, and has made no effort to see how I was doing.

We were together for 1 and a 1/2 years, and he just abandoned me randomly for reasons that don't even make sense to our mutual friends. I wrote him a letter to let him know what was going on, but it hasn't been delivered yet. I plan on giving it to him sometime after my first therapy session.

I am at a complete loss now, because he was probably the best thing that has ever happened to me.