Sorry to hear your vacation was not the relaxing time you had hoped for. The change in plans like that sound tough and would have triggered anxiety in anyone. I know it would have big time for me.

Too bad your relatives weren't more considerate of your condition. Try not to be bitter though, tough as that is, cause it won't help. I think it was big of you to "suck it up" as you say and go anyway. Pat yourself on the back for that. Hopefully with time the panic/anxiety has diminished.

Wishing you well and sending you good thoughts.

B