Yesterday was hard. Partly because I was still exhausted from shoveling all that snow from the blizzard, partly because I was struggling to work. I made it a half day so I can sleep it off. Luckily I had the day off today because of the weather. But I'm still laying here without a shower and I don't know what I feel. I've cut two friends out of my life and although I don't really feel horrible about it, there's still that void for me to get over (I'm not crying or have regrets, however).
I'm nervous about going back to work because it's now becoming overwhelming. My lack of concentration doesn't help. The work is just more demanding than I think I can handle right now. I've never used my illness as a reason to slack in my work, but lately I'm leaning towards saying something. It's already documented I have it, so it won't be coming out of the blue.
I don't know...I just have no clue how I feel today, but it can't be good because I'm sitting here in the same clothes I've been wearing the past two days in the dark.

Plus my sleep has been horrible the past few weeks..