Hi all, I haven't been on the forum in ages. I had both knees replaced, then suffered a bilateral pulmonary embolism that put me in critical care unit for a week. I was hospitalized three times since I last wrote...and none of them were for a psych admit. That was a change for me, lol.
I just gave up my license to practice law today. I have finally come to grips with the reality that I cannot live a healthy bipolar/PTSD life and practice law. Something was going to give, what with all the stress. I need to do what I need to do to stay relatively healthy. Not many people in my life understand why I have done this, but I did it to stay alive and healthy.
Today I'm just putting one foot in front of another. Not productive, probably because it was an emotional day. Therapist says I am showing my old BPD symptoms again lately. Hurrah.