I's, yea I have florid/polyfragmented system.....A mix of distinct and fragments, guess what though only need two to diagnose what you end up having is not really what matters, right. I sometime think that we don't need to explain every single thing....I think it is breeding ground for you to doubt yourself your memories and I can make the argument that it will ruin your system day to day to point where you will need SSA...Damn, had I known earlier, you can't get earlier back so I let go of the guilt this is how my story is no sense in feeling guilty or bad about it..........I'm ssooooo glad that I don't need anyone's approval or have to ask, well do you believe ....For a while, though it was the only way because I had no one in this due to how I first got diagnosed...I have since, had validation, secretly albeit validation....Now, I try to pick up the piece of all of that for nothing .....It didn't have to be that way....Now, I try to help who I can, relate, and sometimes get things out, other times I might want to learn in small piece stuff I didn't know or I may have previously forgotten.
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