Work was cancelled (again) today. Paid emergency leave woo! I woke up late And shoveled my driveway some more. Wanted to get some cardio in but my bro didn't want to go to the gym so we just sat around and watched Kitchen Nightmares reruns all afternoon. Seeing new podc for the first time tomorrow, he's an older middle eastern guy but has good reviews on zocdoc (or whatever it's called) so I'm not too nervous about it. Mostly just been a boring day, keep having intrusive thoughts about the manic shitshow I had last spring. Overall doing well but kind of restless.