I'm sorry for your struggles. I'm twice your age but I've made a "career" out of looking for work over the course of my adult life.

Looking for work is the psychological equivalent of water-boarding. Even the most stalwart, cuddled as a child, Prom King/Queen, Summa Cum Laude will be reduced to rubble - mere rubble - within 2 weeks.

Apply that to someone with mental health issues....whoa boy. Look OUT.

Have you looked in to any job seeker support groups in your area? You are SOOOO not the only person going through this. It might help to be in the company of other people who totally "get" where you're at. Try the library or your local unemployment office. They're (the latter) usually fountains of information like that.

Jut a thought...what about bartending?