I just began seeing a psychiatrist this month. I've been diagnosed with major depression since I was a teenager. About 15 years. I talked to him a little of what I have been going through with euphoric periods (mainly when I took celexa, but they were they before just not as frequently) and when I become depressed I am way down in apathetic misery. We didn't touch much on the depression aspect, mainly on the rage iexperience. I can go from almost bubbly and chipper to full on plate throwing hulk smash rage.. in a heartbeat. I started taking Risperdal along with my zoloft back in novembre. It seems to have helped a lot with my depression. Actually í have noticed more of a change w with risperdal that I have with anything else ever. I was taken off of celexa because he believed it was triggering manic episodes. Now I take wellbutrin. I feel hostile at the drop o of a hat, and I have "gently" tossed dishes across my house. Screaming. Like a rabid banshee. I feel ...... not myself. Unhinged. LIke I'm losing touch with myself f when that happens. It's almost daily and it's confusing. My moods swing from really happy to really angry OR really depressed every few days and lately every day. Does anyone e have experience dealing with this type? I'm still trying to understand the terms rapid cycling and mixed episodes....