That was an indecipherable stream of consciousness wasn't it!

It meant that I could get into trouble next week because I'm not doing well enough at my job. And I hate not being able to put it right because I can't get out of bed and in to work. Or get stuff done when I'm in work. This whole job has been a disaster in terms of depression and not coping, and I'm not sure I can go on to another job when this one ends next June.

I'm thinking of 'retiring' to the Shetland Islands (UK) where I know someone, but I'm also worried about being a mess there where I won't have the professional support I have here.

Thanks, Stefano. My pdoc may know already if my therapist makes notes, they're part of the same organisation. Otherwise, I don't think I'm as brave as several other people on the site who would bring up this sort of thing. I'd rather get in, get my meds, and get out again.