Reading 4 books at the same time this week. I either obsess or do nothing... T said we'll work on the obsessions/addictions after some other big stuff we're working on. For right now it's okay for me to obsess as long as I just keep her updated on it all. I hate therapy. I love therapy. How am I supposed to keep doing this for the next gazillion years? Probably just keep my eye on getting better, feeling better, knowing I'll get through this .....

eventually......


I hope....