Thank you for the recommendation Rhapsody, I'll send for it.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter at such a tender age. We lost a grandson when he was 8...a medical error..they overdosed him on codine following a simple adnoidectomy.

Those losses are so hard to understand and accept. The big difference is they had no choice. Our son chose to die and it makes no sense to me...he had everything to live for.

It's the ultimate rejection....I'm glad I'm old...I'm tired of living.
I would never put my loved ones thru another suicide now that I know the consequences but I'm tired.

I will read the book you suggested...thank you!