Not great. I don't feel very good today (upset stomach, probably from stress) and I found out the hospital dr is taking a lot of time deciding to take me or not; his only response has been to ask if this was voluntary which I think means he didn't read the records thoroughly. So I just keep waiting. It's better at this point to not go until Monday to maximize my Medicaid anyway. (not that I won't go sooner if they are ready).

I'm just discouraged and tired of the episode and I want to sleep and I can't.

Sorry, this is a really whiny post but I just don't have much else right now. I watch my mom's dogs for a while tonight and it's no big deal but I just want to stay home. Which would be fine with her but it helps if I watch them and I want to help her as much as I can.

I realized after I talked to my pdoc's secretary that I needed to ask if I can set up a Feb. appt so that if I don't go in I at least have that. So I have to call back. I'm not sure my pdoc has ever not called herself; she was probably trying to avoid me falling apart on her. Wise woman.

Oh well. I'm sure my mood will change soon .