I'm so tired of my mood swings of being super happy one moment then super sad the next. I just really want this to stop. I know I'm not on the right kind of meds right now because I still need to see my psychiatrist for the first time to get me off my current meds & on the right meds. I have just been diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder. At times I hate myself & start thinking what would happen if I just took all these pills & died. But then I snap out of it & get grip of myself. I'm constantly worrying & obsessing about everything. My anxiety never gives me a break except when I'm asleep. I just feel so alone right now even though I'm not. I have a supportive family & boyfriend but I want to just feel better & stop feeling like crap all the time.