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Old Jan 27, 2016, 06:50 PM
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Originally Posted by intergalactictraveler View Post
Read Carrie Fisher's 'Wishful Drinking', a funny and touching memoir about growing up in Hollywood and her struggles with addiction and bipolar. The point being that this is an illness that afflicts and has afflicted people from all levels of society, such as Winston Churchill and Ernest Hemingway to all of us on this forum. You see my signature; treatment resistant ultradian cycling. Aside from lousy Klonopin, there isn't one drug that can keep me even mildly balanced. Every day, from morning until I go to sleep(and that's not even restful)is a struggle!!! All of us, to one degree or another, are struggling. Do I think about death? Most certainly. And I kick it in the rear end when it shows up. I'm not going to dwell on it because if I do, it will become a self fulfilling prophecy. BS to that! To survive with bipolar illness means we're tough, even if we don't feel tough. How else can we endure all the misery we have to go through every day?
I really like Carrie Fisher. She was interviewed in Stephen Fry's documentary on Bipolar Disorder (you can watch the documentary on youtube--it's awesome!). I wasn't aware that she has written a book. I will certainly have to check it out. It does seem less difficult to make it through with this community who understands. It is also reasurring to me because I have posted numerous threads, some ridiculous, and they have all been received with love and support.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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