Good to see you, Hopeful Camel!

Under pressure. Everything is spinning out of control.
Set up a psych appt. for next week (earliest available). I've gone and done it again. Waited till things got bad. My life has become surreal. I don't even know how to tell her how much so. One aspect I won't even be able to talk about. Might be paranoia. Might be I just can't deal with reality.

1/2 day of work this week isn't helping. I'm drowning.