[RxQueen875]Mood stabilizer is my life saver! I can't believe I've gone so many years without one. Besides the brief time I was on lithium which I got toxicity from. I went through periods of extreme anger and rage but kept it all in. I would just think horrible thoughts in my head with clenched teeth. And any sound made me want to scream! I was very sensitive to noise and sensation. No way could I be in the normal hustle of life. I was forced to start working again and that's when my pdoc prescribed trileptal. I had my dosed increased the day before I started the job and just had another increase a few days ago as I was starting to feel agitation again.[/QUOTE]were you relieved to find out your diagnoses or did it leave you a little confused? Everyone shares stories and I think that's me to a T. It's hard for me to think I'm only suffering through depression.