All of my love, sweet friend. I wish you had your husband to hold and love you, also. I still can't get over the darkness of grief that you have in your life. He is looking after you. But, adding depression on top of intense grief? Horrible. I wish I had comforting words for you but I find it difficult to say the right thing. You are loved so much though and I hope you can feel that and that you know that.

Please let me know if you need to talk.