Crap. For one second it kinda makes me wish I didn't ditch my pdoc before T went away. I mean I hate the guy and all, but at least it would have been an option. Leave it to me to come up with a sensible idea that can't be executed. There's no way I could call him now after making an appointment with a new doctor. When I told T on Friday that I made an appointment with a new pdoc he was like, "Um, do plan on informing your current pdoc of this?" No. He got the idea. He would be doing the informing, lol. So I don't even know if my current (or ex) pdoc knows that I made an appointment with a new doctor. But because of the situation I would never call him. Now I feel even a bit more scared and alone without T here.