well actually guys, i am doing astronomically better now with my own techniques of coping, compared to going in circles in the mental health system as a drugged up cash cow....Yes i still suffer from heavy depression, but I feel better knowing I can still be free and suffer my depression on my own terms, rather than be locked up in a facility and be hundreds times more miserable.

Before I was getting hospitalized in the psych ward every other month, but after I started realizing how it is BS, I have been out of the hospital for 2 years now.