I'm seeing 3 Ts but i feel like im followed by none of them.
1. the MHC- T which isnt helping at all, in spite of seeing her quite often.
2. diagnosis- T (which should have been only to get me a diagnosis). she diagnosed me with BPD and now since im struggling i asked her to see her again (4th time) and she is helping but i cant afford her. and she is too technical.
3. my good old T, only once a month because i cant afford him more often, but im having my doubts he can or could help me anyway even if i saw him more often.

i have lost faith in therapy-ists.