After the pile of crap old T reigned down on me I am finding huge trust issues with new T.

I've had a few sessions and find she is nice and gentle. I emailed her and ill admit I was just testing to see if she would respond which she did. I also canceled and appointment to which she said "you will always be able to make an appointment here, if you choose to" so nice. Of course I made a new appointment.

My question is that even with this, I am struggling to find a connection and not to be terrified of her getting angry. Should I give up therapy altogether? Will the connection happen? It was instant rapport with ex t but that turned out so badly I question my judgement.