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thank you.
i guess maybe i was thinking that now that you mention it. that i was putting pressure on her to respond to me and keep in contact when she has her own stuff to deal with. but she is a very honest person. ive been trusting her to be honest with a lot of stuff. and she keeps reassuring me she would tell me if that was the case. i just dont know.
i know what you mean about not answering emails etc. ive only recently been beginning to show certain people that i dont necessarily cope as well as i appear to. again i was working hard to trust her honesty though so i dont know what to think now.
thanks for taking the time to post to me. i appreciate all thoughts.