I am so very sorry. You need to see your doctor.

Your friend isn't responsible for helping you on the test, more so in the US you can be kicked out from college for getting help from others.

It's tough but failing exams isn't the end of the world. My nephew flunked the whole first year of college and now has engineering degree and high end engineering job making tons of money, he just wasn't emotionally ready for college

Please tell your mother how much you are struggling and please see your doctor. I hope you get better soon

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