as I watch time pass each day in a mundain uneventful employment i realize that I am not meant to spend my life this way. I have moved past the desire to acquire money beyond what I need to survive. my motivation for life is to feel life to experience the visual and physical sensations life has to offer. i will be making changes in the near future so i can accomplish this but for now I can only prepare. I feel my intellect stagnated by the lack of the unknown. What you don't know is unknown to you only if you realize you don't know. i think I will move. I need to bend my brain and relieve myself of this suffocating stagnation.