I get scared about being in therapy, think I don't need it and cancel. T has said I could book anytime and her reply made me want to. Everything is within her boundaries, I guess I just want to see that she's not going to change (unlike old T)

New T thinks that old T didn't have clear boundaries and as such it became confusing for me. I prefer when someone sets the rules out. Doesn't mean I won't test those rules sometimes.