I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder early last year. I'm on lithium and Wellbutrin. My dr has never checked my blood levels. I feel like I'm going crazy. I have been SO angry for weeks. Angry enough to push people far far away. I don't know how anyone is dealing with me when I can barely deal with myself. I hate fighting my brain, and that's exactly what I'm doing. I know the thoughts I have and pure RAGE inside me is not normal, yet I can't calm myself down. I have almost a paranoia to my thoughts. Thinking everyone is against me. I think it's a constant anxiety, I don't know. All I know is I want to cuss someone out and cry at the same time. I don't know what the hell to do.

Can anyone help me? Advice? Please.