i get so scared of dying and going to a bad place or place unknown! i feel unsecure not having a religion since my logic and heart goes in opposite directions. i want to believe in GOD but i know he doesnt love me if he does exist. i feel so hopeless and full of anxiety. a lot of days i wake up like this and the feelings are so extreme i cant use cognitive reasoning to combat it. would meds fix this??? ive been on so many but nothing really works. please help me