thanks tranquility and rayna for the always good advice. I like the idea of doing an inventory of my fears might help put things in perspective.

Tranquility - I'm saying the serenity prayer so much that it feels like an almost permanent part of my life right now. But you're right it does help.

Went to 3 aa meetings yesterday shich helped a lot and heard about a woman who I was kind of getting to know who went out and tried to kill herself. Makes me greatful to be alive and sober.

--splitimage