SSR, not it is NOT your fault. This T was criminally at fault for taking advantage of you.

There is no reason for you to take on guilt over it. It is over, and he used you very badly.........In your other thread you had a couple responses, one from me, with links to resources (and I believe a forum here on PC) to help people who have been abused in a supposed "therapeutic" relationship.

Even if you did sleep with him willingly, which I assume you did, he is still 100% at fault for doing the unthinkable - having sex with a patient.

I hope you can move on with your life to positive things. I can certainly understand your hesitancy to seek out another T, but there are ways to find a decent therapist after going through something like this....I hope you do so.

Keep us informed as to what you decide to do; I think doing nothing is not the answer.
(((( SSR ))))

Olivia