You only get seen by pdoc where I live if your in crisis & probably needing admission, or you know someone who can pull strings.

I don't trust my pdoc but there's only about 3 to chose from.

I miss my old pdoc. He was private not public so better suited to my needs.

I just want someone who cares. Who's gentle & who doesn't blow me off unless I'm suicidal or psychotic. Who will save me before I am.