I am not sleeping worth a durn and i am bored and get distracted easily. I have projects i need to rinish but i dart back amd forth between them. Last night while i was trying to sleep wierd pictures kept flashing in my head. Strange disturbing images. I cant remember all of them but they were definatly keeping me from sleeping.
Today i am having fantasies about self harm almost anyway i can do it from scab picking to cutting. I hate my life when i feel this way and to top it off i have a sick kid at home today