I called my pnurse and got an appointment with her for Tuesday. I don't know what she's going to do. I'm hoping she doesn't want me to do the IOP again because I won't. It's pointless. It won't help to learn about dbt and ****. I do that with my therapist. I'm going to push for the emsam because I really can't do ECT again. From what I've been reading though I have to be off of Brintellix for 14 days before I can start emsam. Which is whatever, if I've made it this long I can make it another 14 days as long as there's an end in sight.

I was supposed to go to a concert on Sunday but I'm going to bail out, I can't imagine going to a venue and making it through the concert. I just want to sleep.