Hi Tammy, welcome to PC and the PTSD forum. I think you did fine with your post so nothing to be sorry about. Most that post in this forum struggle when they post so that is overlooked and the focus is more on being welcoming and supportive.

I can understand the fear of being alone, and having some very challenging days and doing your best to work through it one day at a time. I have been struggling with itchy dry skin too because of the dry heat. It's been a blessing so far that this winter is mild, I hope it stays mild and I would prefer it is we did not get any snow at all this year.