Thanks again. I guess I don't realize how I sound. It is a lot though now that I put it out there so I guess I'm dealing though it totally sucks. And waiting till March feels so long...

I do see a doctor trained in Chinese medicine. He has given me supplements after running a lab test of his own. I also am taking supplements for problems with adrenals, basically replacement hormones. That is also due to stress most likely. And it was confirmed by an ultrasound. So even though this doctor in Eastern medicine might be seen as too alternative, all of his findings have been backed up by Western tests. I trust him. He actually knows quite a number of the people involved in this situation and is very supportive. Not a therapist, not really a friend, but has helped a lot. He too is someone I can't afford to see that often now, but I will see him the week after next.

Speaking of supplements, need to take some and have an early lunch.