Would it be possible for you to take a medical leave from work for awhile? Time to work on getting better and maybe do a few things you used to enjoy.

Several years ago I freaked out and walked off my job. Later I met a pdoc who said that was really sad. He said he could have saved my job by putting me on medical leave.

I don't know how things are where you live or work, but I thought I'd toss it out there.