I just went through this at 4am this morning. The same song playing in my head over and over. And I was having the same conversation with myself over and over at the same time. It's not a new experience to me.It happens more than I care to admit. It's maddening. I never knew if this was "normal" and other people experienced this. I was scared to ask anyone, really. Is this what you call mania? I feel some sort of relief that I'm not alone and sad too that anyone has to deal with this. I have no way of coping with it, I just hope that some other distraction will come along and snap me out of it.
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I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”
― Robin Williams
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