Hey,

Gotta share this.. I've dealt a lot with my bad relationship with my mother, and now I feel I'm quite close to the raw emotion of loss..

I'm just absolutely devastated that I basically didn't have a mother. Not one who would've cared about my emotional needs and not just some of the physical. I'm an emotional orphan..

In my day-to-day life, I put on a front as if everything was OK, but whenever I stop to listen how I'm really doing, I start blubbering..

Just wish to be seen and heard with my grief..