My mood is cycling pretty quickly these days from sorta low to high to really low to okay to low to realitivity high. It's like receiving news that your dad died in a plane crash, but then finding out hours later he is still alive and never boarded that flight, then getting a phone call from your doctors office that you have some rare incurable disease, only to get a call a few hours later stating they got your file mixed up with someone else, only to watch the lotto max numbers being read out on tv and you think you won only to figure out the last digit was different all in the period of like 48 hours lol.