Thank you for your reply. I definitely will not do that again, I will act like I'm busy too. I left him alone the rest of the night last night & haven't heard anything from him this since our argument yesterday at 6. He's supposed to come over today at 11. Hopefully he won't cancel on me because of our argument yesterday. I just keep thinking about it over & over again upset at myself for how I acted. I haven't been the easiest gf for him in this relationship. I just feel like I'm trying so hard to be that strong independent woman that I used to be so long ago but I keep falling up short & making mistakes. I hate this! What's worse is I hate myself!!