I know what you mean *hugs*. I hope you can find something that works.

I lean on the depression end of the spectrum most of the time myself. It sucks. Latuda and Trileptal have helped me a lot, but I'm still dealing with it. All the meds I took prior just stablized me at mild to moderate depression. Like yay, not.

Now I'm just trying to learn how to change my lifestyle to see if it will help any. Something tells me doing nothing but working and taking care of a child, and living in a dark, messy apartment isn't helping the situation.