The thing is that she knows I had a T I really appreciated (although I later on got terminated but that´s another story) and this new T meant that it´s then easier to get disappointed. They have very limited resources at this clinic as it´s within the public health care and because of that I feel you have to be grateful and not complain too much. But at the same time of course I don´t want to attend sessions and then just leave feeling it hasn´t given me something. It´s a dilemma.