Thank you Meander.

Lowered productivity, guilt, snowball effect, overwhelmed with work, totally!!! If only they new how hard we try and how much we want to do a good job. I think people just think I'm lazy. I'll definitely discuss ritalin and provigil with my pdoc. I have a fantasy of one of these drugs working and zooming around the lab for the last 8 months of my job being really impressive! I do know in reality it probably won't be that good. But anything which helps. Thanks for telling me this Soliaree.