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Logden said:
Thank you for the recommendation Rhapsody, I'll send for it.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter at such a tender age. We lost a grandson when he was 8...a medical error..they overdosed him on codine following a simple adnoidectomy.

Those losses are so hard to understand and accept. The big difference is they had no choice. Our son chose to die and it makes no sense to me...he had everything to live for.

It's the ultimate rejection....I'm glad I'm old...I'm tired of living.
I would never put my loved ones thru another suicide now that I know the consequences but I'm tired.

I will read the book you suggested...thank you!

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I am so sorry for all of your losses, but please read what you wrote above.......
"I'm glad I'm old...I'm tired of living.
I would never put my loved ones thru another suicide now that I know the consequences ,but I'm tired."

Your son did not know the consequences of his actions. In his depressed, overwhelmed, etc. state of mind he probably felt he was SAVING the people he loved from anymore hurt that he could cause. (Depression does crazy things to someones sense of logic).

Suicide is an awful thing for everyone, the person that feels driven to do it, and everyone left behind.

Please forgive him, and be ready to share all the funny stories that only you and your husband know about him with his new grandson.........and his son.

I am sorry if I have come on too strong. Take care.