I say don't fight those feelings about your current T, just let them happen and enjoy them. I felt SO close to one therapist, and I've no idea how we would have got on IRL, I had suspicions like you. But the fact of the matter was she made me feel warm and cosy and I could make up stories in my head about her looking after me, like you do. I've also heard that it's perfectly normal to feel attracted to someone you feel close to.