Hi t. So I went out in my beautiful backyard and sat under my tree and closed my eyes and did an Active with the sand tray from Thursday like I planned to. I had a nice talk with the mermaid, she gave me some good advice, and I swam down in the waters below her a bit before I left.

I also tried to do a little writing to try to answer my question to you, the way you re-phrased it. I think I've answered the part of the question I was able to ask. But I don't know how to answer the other part. I guess we need to figure out that answer together. I still marvel at how fearless you are when you ask questions. You ask really really really good ones. And I want to answer this one, I do. I just... well, the mermaid was right, she knows I want the deeper answer, not the surface answer. I know the surface answer already. But I know there's more to it than that. I just don't understand that part. Let's talk about this on Thursday.