Sing me to sleep sing me to sleep I'm tired and I want to go to bed then leave me alone don't try to wake me in the morning cause I will be gone...

I hurt myself. Because I drank. Which I knew I shouldn't do but:.. I don't care. I'm so ****ed up. I just don't care. I can't do this anymore. Thank god I don't have enough pills. They'd all be gone. It's ****ed.

I'm listening to comedy except sing me to sleep. I can't sleep. My son is sound asleep.mwhat if I leave him again. I'm such a bad mom. It's all an illusion. But I can't leave him permanently. I don't Doubt his love for me. It is pure. A pure child's love. He can't see the bad inn me. So maybe it's not as bad as I think.

I'm so bone achingly lonely. I love my husband more than anything. And he's gone. No one is here to help me.

And I just keep doing more. It stings and makes me feel better. Now I have to admit to my pnurse and therapist that I gave in and hurt myself. It's been eight months and I made it this far and couldn't make it any farther. At least it's not on my arms. My son won't see. He won't be upset.

Unless I leave him.

I don't want to do this anymore. Sing me to sleep, I promise I will feel so glad to go.