I continuously doubt my t cares about me, however, it comes from a place of where I don't feel I deserve to be cared for, rather that whether or not she does. When I challenge myself to sit down and think about her actions, etc. I see not only her words that she cares for me, but by her actions. She checks in with me, pushes me toward my goals, remembers details, sees the potential and good things in me and tells me so I can challenge myself to see them too.