Dear wildflower, we don't know each other but have kept up with your post.
I am so so sorry for the loss of your husband. Can not imagine your situation.

Based on your last post tonight do you think you should reconsider taking a couple weeks off from work. Might be a good time to get meds straightened out. Call the pnurse Monday morn & be honest about how you feel & what you've done.

Am glad you've gotten this off your chest. There is much to be said about honesty. Please keep posting, we want to know you are safe.

Try and take care of yourself.