So sorry you find yourself in this situation after going through so much. I know the feeling of being in a permanent depressive state, and, like you, I have just one Mood elevator - watching my grandchildren grow and develop. I would cherish those times with your grandchildren and maximise them, allowing you to 'learn' some measure of pleasure.
Dave.
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You and I are yesterday's answers,
The earth of the past come to flesh,
Eroded by Time's rivers,
To the shapes we now possess.
The Sage. Emerson, Lake and Palmer.
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